Tuesday, 6 September 2011

Uneasy.


I've got that feeling in my belly. You know the one. The one that admits I might just crack up at any moment.

Adrenaline has been keeping me going so far and it's just about warn thin. 

Usually I react by cutting myself off, retreating to my bed and hand washing. I am determined, DETERMINED I SAY, not that let that happen. 

I'm in a stronger place than I've been for a long while and I'm sure that if ever there was a time to reject my natural instincts it is now. 

I'm tired and I'm scared. It's hard to keep going. 

When I feel like the germs are little monsters coming to get me, I will read a book. Or watch the X Factor. I won't wash my hands. 

I am uneasy. I hope I feel better soon. 

Send me nice pictures and funny videos. 

1 comment:

  1. Watch this;

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EzNhaLUT520&feature=related (all of it)

    And then, after (it must be after)
    Watch this:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtZfW2z9dw&feature=relmfu

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